What I feel in the holiday season

　　　　　I don't like holiday season. All the family member stay home and I have pressure to make meals three times everyday. I don't have much of desire to eat, so I used to make meals with whatever food I have in the fridge when I stay home alone. But I think I have to make something with fresh meat and vegetables in this term because I believe that enough of nutrition is needed for my son's growth.

　　　　　I don't know how can I remove this pressure. I hope my son grow up quickly. However, I might feel unexciting if it would be happened actually.